update =.="

I know....i know...i know...know..i m lazy, i m very lazy, i am very very very lazy..but forgive me lah, since i m very miserable with my job recently..since April.

I had been gone thru a very hard time, crying all the days and nights, having nightmares, no appetite, not happy, seems like burning a hole in my heart. But i think i do need to clarify, i am not break up or having any sickness, just being screw up by my job.

The only gnome that i tasted now is " No morning sun lasts a whole day".
I really disappointed with the job, not hate it but there is no poverty live the povery of spirit.